I was quite disturbed yesterday when I got to thinking about how put upon I have been. I was given a piece of jewelry to fix, then was volunteered for a huge job at my daughter's school. I already have a Tuesday obligation at Brendan's school and the "job" at Audrey's school is to take photographs of every child in the preschool. I didn't count how many kids, that would have added fuel to the fire.
Don't get me wrong, I enjoy being able to help at both schools or volunteering to fix other's jewelry. You know there is a big "BUT" coming so here it is. I work from home. I make jewelry as a business. This is the year I am putting it all out there to be profitable. That means, I have roughly 15 hours without children a week, not counting after they go to sleep. I love my work and think about it even if I am not actively making pretties. I want to have my hands dirty with metals or dyes or enamels. But, I feel crappy about saying, "no" to volunteering. It feels like I am being selfish. So, is it okay to be selfish? Yes.
No more fixing jewelry for others, excluding of course, my mother. I will say "no" to the next huge task at either school. I have about 20 items that I need to photograph and add to my Etsy shop. I have to say, "yes" to my business. I have to put time, energy, and creative thought towards my business if it is to soar. I have purchased the book, I'd Rather be in the Studio, by Alyson B Stanfield | art biz coach (http://artbizcoach.com) and have downloaded some Etsy videos to focus on my businesses goals and how to obtain them. This is scary, but if I am to do what I absolutely love to do, I must take action and believe in my dream.
I want my adorable children to see me give it my all. I want them to believe in themselves and to work at what they LOVE to do. Don't you want that for yourself and the ones you love?
Yes. No!
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